Current mood:

depressed

Fragile
Alicia and Sue were here for the weekend. I was really glad to see them, as I haven't really since Halloween. Not together anyway.

I've been really feeling sad lately. It passes from time to time, but there's something that's keeping me down. I feel inadequate so often, and like everything in my life is overwhelming. It's not like there is that much going on, but I'm having trouble handling what there is. Sometimes my brain feels like it's in overdrive and I can't get it to stop. I hate feeling so unmotivated all the time, and like so many things are pointless. I'm having a really difficult time right now, and I don't know where to draw strength from. The people in my life I suppose, but I've been feeling neglected a bit too. Might be my imagination, but sometimes I wonder if I don't let my vulnerability show through often enough.

This path needs to change, because I can see where it may be leading me. I have to find that point of light to move toward.