Current mood:	discontent
Current music:	Culture Beat - Mr. Vain Recall

Swing
I've been having dreams that I'm having sex with girls. Not just blind fucking either, but going down on them. It's never something I really want to do in the dream, but something I'm obligated to do for some reason. Charmaine was in one of the dreams, but just kinda on the side - and fully clothed. I remember thinking that I didn't want to have sex with her because it would be weird. Anyway, it's a world I'd rather not visit. I had another dream that I was at Robby's place, but it was different than his real condo. It was a big three storey space with lots of windows and this weird glass staircase leading up to a room up above. It was really more of a platform surrounded by a railing than a room though. I remember that I was wearing my gray hoodie that I got at Christmas, and my skater shoes with jeans I guess. I went up the staircase to see if Robby was there, and he was with friends and business people talking about some magazine. They were all really well dressed and I felt like such a slob. He was kinda cool to me and told me that he was with the magazine, so I said that I'd just leave. I felt pretty crap.

Sue and Alicia were here this weekend, and Jeremy was hanging out with us too for a bunch of it. I made Alicia and Sue watch Camp, and they liked it. It's always terrible when there is something that you really really love, and then you show it to someone who is pretty indifferent about it. I love that they appreciated it to a degree closer to how I feel. http://imdb.com/title/tt0342167/ Now I just need the soundtrack!! I was feeling kind of sad yesterday though while they were here. Later in the afternoon anyway. Probably related to Brent. I've been feeling really lonely lately. Not just about him I suppose. My good friends are far away now, and I don't really have a lot of people to hang out with. I guess it's the same thing I'm always complaining about. Now, what the fuck do I do today?